did an angel tickle your luck today?

i walk pass by countless people every day; some i know, others i don't, at some i smile back and at others i won't but among this buzzing crowd am i missing on an angel who's down in disguise? surely he lingers around me in every new soul and every new day but the difficulty comes when i miss to recognise the face of luck grumbling for a thousand of reasons while i'm stuck. was he one among the acquaintances or among those mere coincidences or the one at whom i grinned just the last minute or was he the one i glared an unpleasant stare??

sometimes i wonder how expensive are we humans; for a polite word costs? a warm smile costs? a caring thought costs? and the calculations are definitely in a lots; a lots in return i meant for just a one spent.

a little upset with the tuning between me and life once, i walked back loaded with emotions that disturbed my heart. i stopped. i stared. i walked. i glared. i stopped by again in hope to meet the angel but in vain. i convinced my heart the day is done and so i have missed on someone; someone too precious to have missed. but yes, it's just an end to yet another day but the night is still alive. now who was i expecting to hear my fear and why was the hint so unclear? i'm home, home sweet home just to discover no angel around too and that's it, no one near and no one dear.

time slipped by like sand from hand and just then i decide to get busy and ignore the teasing time, like i don't care ahh life why are you so unfair. but aren't you unfair with all so doesn't that make you fair enough... haha gotcha! i gave a sarcastic smile but deep within me the fear got dark and darker that could blackout all my sarcasm and laugh back.

i sat down online to convince my heart what's the night got in stored. if not near maybe some far might just tickle me into smiles and there popped a messenger window saying 'oii chukti' ehehe.. and here comes a relieving giggle out of me instead of an anticipated smile. it was quite unexpected bcoz the last time this window popped up was... err... i don't even recollect. i chatted. i shared. i laughed. i cried. i smiled. i giggled. i laughed my guts out again for a good minutes few, which only for me one out of many humans can do. someone who is in literal meaning as far as seven seas across- friendship measures no distance!

yes, finally before the night died off i met my angel for the day for whom i cried to have missed for a thousand reasons. well sure for such a long wait, he must have been busy elsewhere spreading a smile to someone in despair. but the joy of laughing those guts out with him was a lots more than my anticipation. i just got my deserving 'larger' share for the day and believe me, angels do come at surprise to tickle your luck. all you need is to just spare a kind smile around. you never know, luck might bless you in some way and turn you into someone else's angel for the day! ;)